It becomes 'nyork'. xD So, yeah, the whole day I have been telling people that they're just nyork. Which is a new word I have invented. Which means, alternately, really cool [loosely] or really stupid [again, loosely].

This is not an oxymoronic word. I swear. I just happen to use it for both purposes. xD

Mmphmph.

No I am NOT babbling to distract myself from the fact that I'm fasting. My head hurts, but I'm not going to go away from the computer or stop listening to my music, because that wont help, first off, and secondly it is what I am using to occupy my thoughts.

Seriously, fasting is really easy when you're not thinking about it. It's only tough in those moments when you're just sitting there, and you think to yourself 'damn, my stomach needs food' and then you're all set on a downward spiral from there into the pit of hungriness.

Or something.

Anyway, point is, I am, while ostensably doing my LO project, stopping myself from running to the fridge every five minutes to open it and stare blankly at the reams of food that *I can't have* because it's a fast.

So, yeah, shurrup.

*runs away*

I changed my backgroundy thing. Hurrah. >.< Dunno how long it will last, considering that it's already beginning to hurt my eyes with its brightness.

I would like to state that I hate school.
For the record.

My confidence is at an all-time low. I got a bad mark on my Science paper, which - thanks to all the other shyte in my life right now - started the downward spiral. I got an A on my Biology test that was handed back the other day, and shortly afterwards I wrote a Science test that actually went okay.

Then today, I got 60% on my maths test.
And what REALLY sucks is that I personally know people who would be SO chuffed to get a sixty. I am sickened by my own high standards, and at the same time so disappointed in myself. I know I can get As. I know I can.

Shit. No. I'm not so sure any more.

But once upon a time I got As for maths, and I'd like that time to come back.
Because I'm really tired of crying.

Sorry about all the swearing. >.< I guess I just needed to offload a little. There's not actually that much, but for me, who NEVER swears, it's...a lot.

yeah.
so.
go back to your happy little existance of ignoring i exist.
thank you.
good night.

That would be me. xD

I have a shytload of RPs to reply to. On many sites. >.< SO WHY THE HELL AM I PROCRASTINATING ON THIS STUPID THING?

Good question.
I do not have an answer.
I'm working on one; it'll have to be good to convince me though.

List time!
*clears throat*

The List Of Stuff and Nonsense [and also maybe a few RPs]

!. Threads on UHogs, Kir
@. Threads on UHogs, Gydran
#. Threads on DM, Kir
$. Threads on DM, Suss
%. Threads on DM, Alex
^. Echo Bay?
&. Thread on BtV, Ju

I love lists. ^^

And now I am going to stop babbling and actually - GASPETH - reply.
Also, for the record, I have seventeen million things to do for Monday [as in schoolwork] and I AM THINKING ABOUT DOING NOT ONE OF THEM.
Yay me.
I'll do 'em tomorrow.
Really.
I will.
Seriously.

Oh. And happy birthday to tawnykit, whose birthday it apparently was. I am no longer in contact with you, so I ain't gonna comment or nuthin' [mostly because you will have no idea who I am xD] but just in case you happen to be reading [YEAH RIGHT]...

That is all.
^^

CIAOOOO
me
{who else
exactly
could
it
BE?}

You Are 28% Cynical

Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions. You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.

I am a cynic. But only 28% of me is cynical. Which brings the immediate question... WHICH 28%? Like... do I have cynical eyes, or just toes, or is my liver the cynical bit?

Yerwot.

Funny how I never write in this thing...until, I like, write in it.
xD
GODS I must be exhausted.

ciao.
i'm going to, um, i dunno, possibly start a new blog? or maybe just refurbish this one? DOES ANYONE CARE? NO? GOOD.
just establishing that.

baaai

Wow.

REEEEEEALLY long time since I've been here. I am such a strange person, seriously. -_-'' I was reading through my old posts and GEEEEZ.

Anyway.

SHOUT OUTS TO INFRAREDPHAETON.

And if I didn't spell that right... maybe i should stick with Technical Term. ;]

Hokai. *bored*

byez.
meh

ps I LOVE THIS ICON. xD

I'm going to quote myself here. The ultimate act of narcissism, or however the heck you spell the damn thing.

QUOTE
"Let's talk about... labels.

HELLO??? IF YOU DRESS A CERTAIN WAY EXPECT PEOPLE TO LABEL YOU.

Be serious. Obviously we shouldn't label, blah blah blah, but think for a second. Judging is what being human is all about. Making choices, good or bad. It's human nature. If no one judged anyone, how would we have any limits?

I'm sorry, but I kind of HAVE to judge that man for killing. I HAVE to judge someone if they are a rapist, or a hijacker. I kinda HAVE to judge those girls for excluding me. I kinda HAVE to judge you... because if I don't... I won't know where I stand."

Or, if those quote tags didn't work, just know that it's from my other journal thingy on DM. ^^

Anyway. That's just my babbling. I thought I'd share it with you all.

<3

You Are 20% Cynical

Cynical? Not even close! If anything, you're a bit naive. Overall, you enjoy life and try not to be paranoid. Even if you've been burned before.

Ha. That's funny. The last time I did that I got 8% more. *sniggers* Go figure, eh? How is it that I've become LESS cynical is a mystery... I feel like I'm MORE cynical!

And yet, oh, the irony...

You Are Very Skeptical

Your personal motto is: "Prove it." While some ideas, like life after death, may seem nice... You aren't going to believe them simply because it feels good. You let science and facts be your guide... Even if it means you don't share the beliefs of those around you.

Ha. A totally UNCYNICAL skeptic. Right. Yeah.

...and THEN:

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

I'm a kid-at-heart! :]

You see what I was saying about those contraditcions?? *shakes head* Tut, tut.

Our adsl cap is almost finished. I haven't been on DM for, like, 5 days because I don't want to finish it before the end of the month and get my compy time taken away. I already go WAY over my allotted hour... It's a pain in the bum. <_< I've been writing, though, so that's good. Got a coupla chapters of ADMUB finished, wrote (and posted!) a new chapter of Sleeping Beauty and finished chapter 3 of Just Desserts. I was reading all my old stories on ff.net. I haven't seriously been on there other than to post a chapter [and then leave] in AGESANDPAGES. So much is new, now. I'm out of the loop, and badly. Feeling like just packing the whole thing in and forgetting about it. I'm going now. My feet are freezing, so I'm going to put my slippers back in the microwave. [hahahahaha... no, i'm not going to explain. s'funnier if i just leave it as-is. xD] <3 me

It's so long since I've updated.

I'm bloody lazy, that's what. *snort* And that's teh TRUTH.

Hmm... what to say?

Not a clue. I'm too sick-feeling to think straight. Have you noticed that I only write in this stupid thing when I'm sick? Go figger.

Feh.

Anyway... I have discovered the joys of avatars, and have a mound of 'em. *squee!* I also have aquired OCMUCD.

That's Obsessive Compulsive Msn Username Changing Disorder, for the uninitiated... *teehee!*

Yeah. What else? I started a story journal - manya_shadowen, ro some such thing, but I haven't posted anything in it. *shrug* Too lazy, and also very blocked writing-wise.

Ciao, and all that jazz,
stray-one

P.S. Mssrs Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs would like to point out that they have taken up permenant residence in this head.

P.P.S. And also, could Prongs PLEASE take down that Lily poster. It's a bad picture of her, firstly, and secondly - THAT'S JUST STALKERISH! And WRONG!

Back to reality...

*sigh*

Back at school, today. It's ridiculous, since 20 of the 27 girls in my class are in Israel on Kfar...

I was all in favour of hibernating for the next four months (ahhh! sleep!) but this one %$*& parent (of a boy, nogal! ack!) kept going on at the meeting we had on Thursday night about how he wants his son to do WORK and keep BUSY.

So now our Science teacher has us 3 Science girls SNOWED UNDER already... I HATE PRECIPITATION!!

Well, not the actual stuff, but learning about it. *bleh*

I don't want to talk about it.

Oh YEAH!!!! I almost forgot!! Aladdin has, like TWENTY FRAKIN' SIX chapters! BOOOOOOOYAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

*happy sigh* I l0ffle that story. 'tis my longest. :) *l0ffage*

Mmmmm...

Nothing else of interest. No wonder I'm not one those famous bloggers that thousands of people read.

Actually, not sure I want to be.

Ciao, and all that j-a-z-z...
stray

P.S. Came 11th in the Israel/Zionist Quiz. Won a portable CD player I don't need. I would've been fine to come 12th and get an mp3 player rather! (will tell about the excruciatingly boring evening if other news doesn't happen before next entry)

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

*breath* Ok, better.

Sorry I haven't upodated this thing for a while. Forgot about it, to be honest.

I have the Zionist/Israel Quiz tomorrow night, and guess how much studying I'm doing?

That's right! None at all. How did you guess?

Hmmm... I want to change this thing. It's ugly.

U-G-L-Y
It ain't got no alibi
It's UGLY, w00t!
It's UGLY, w00t!
M-O-M-M-A
How'd you think it got that way?
It's mommma, (me! O.o;)
It's momma!

*sigh*

Ciao, and all that jazz,
stray_one

I mean, seriously.

Tres IMBECILIC!

...but I wont go into detail - it's over, that's all that counts.

Ahem.

Instructions:
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 4 sentences on your LJ along with these instructions.
5. Don’t you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.

"Shell casings there," Muldoon said, indicating them with a nod of his head.
"I saw them," Weeks said.
"By the way, you ever find the guy who stole your book?"
"Not yet," Ollie said. "But I will." -Hark! by Ed McBain

My dad's book. Kcha. Random.

Guess what?

It was SLEETING today.

Yup. Three actual bits of sleet fell from the sky at school.

Tres formidable!

We even missed a bit of a Maths double because my class are losers excitable. Hoorah.

But the downside is that it is BLOODY F**KIN' FREEZING! I can't feel my TOES!

*looks down* I don't have any toes! the frostbite got 'em!

*sniffle* I think I need a hug.

*cough cough* Normal.

Now, I WOULD use the rest of this entry to give my views on the situation in the middle east and SABC's damn biased reports of aforementioned situation, but...

I'm lazy. And cold. And I don't feel like it.

Yeah. Same reasons I shun homework, come to think of it. =)

I am now going to go and sit too close to our lovely heater until my mother shouts at me to move away and that I'm going to make myself sick.

Boo-yah.

No cheese here.

Or pineapples.

Oh, dear.

I have a headache. And I'm bored.

Aladdin has TWENTY ONE CHAPTERS!!! WHOOOOOOOO! Go me! *feels awful proud of self*

I'm on chapter six of Dusk Angels. You know, yet another of my fics that nobody reads. *sigh* I really like this one, too.

I also reformatted my page. Pwetty, ain't it?

*long sigh*









I hate life










.... *sigh*

I'm bored.

You Are 28% Cynical

Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions. You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic

Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few. But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky. Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well.

You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer

Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from. And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi. Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics... Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world!

You Are a Boston Terrier Puppy

Aggressive, wild, and rambunctious. Deep down, you're just a cuddle monster.

You Are 16% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm. Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

Your Power Level is: 60%

There's a good chance you feel pretty powerful, and with good reason, you're already fairly successful. Keep developing your goals and skills, and you'll be surprised by what you can really achieve.

Your Inner Muse is Thalia

You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time!

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

You are 47% Libra

You Should Be a Poet

You have a way with words... and a talent for drawing the pure emotions out of experiences. Your poetry has the potential to make people laugh and cry at the same time. You just need to write it!

Your Mood Ring is Light Purple

Clever Witty Sharp

You are Ryou Bakura!


Which Yu Gi Oh Character Are You?


Laboriously developed by: Kitzaku-san

Apparently.

I am a loser. So sue me. (and yes, the pic is STOLEN. Sue me again.)

*goes away to sulk more*

BAD STUFF
I am sick
Everyone I know is on holiday - except me (see above)
It's one of friend's brother's wedding party tonight, and I can't go (ditto)
I really wanted to go to aforementioned party
My head hurts
My throat hurts
General hurting
I feel sick
I am coughing up phlegm (no, not Fleur, PHLEGM)
My internet is screwy
The left of my screen is slowly fading

GOOD STUFF
I got a pile of new books
I ALMOST got some manga today. It's an almost, but it should count
I started a community dedicated to the animated love of my life, Joseph Wheeler. (ok. maybe not love-of-my-life... *eyes start straying to other hot animated guys*) joeyrawks. See my profile. Yes. Indeed.
Um...

Well, considering the BAD STUFF far outweighs the GOOD STUFF... *shrug* I am having a pathetic day.

Do you realise how many times I have ended my entry off 'now i'm going to read fanfiction'? I think I have a problem.

Oh. Yeah. One more good/bad thing (not sure where to categorise this). I finished my Mokuba's birthday oneshot. This is good. When I send it to tawnykit, she will laugh at me. This is bad.

Goodbye. *goes off to sulk*

I AM SICK.



AGAIN.




DAMMIT.

*groan*

I hate flu.

Your Rising Sign is Pisces

Dreaming and introspective, you're often lost in your thoughts. Which is okay by you... you're inner world is pretty darn awesome. And while you are inwardly confident, sometimes you seem a bit unsure. People often handle you more delicately than they need to. You love luxury, and even if you're a bit broke, you want things to look "rich." Mysterious and demure, you keep secrets about yourself to remain an enigma.

I was bored. So I was internet surfing. So I'm apparently Piscies. Or however you spell it.

I have:
1. Headache
2. Blocked nose (more than usual, I mean)
3. Sore chest (I'm an asthmatic... so i don't think this is gonna work if you're gonna be blowing smoke-rings and stuff.... *cough* move on.)
3. Hacking, rasping cough
4. Sore stomach
5. Sore throat
6. Periodic loss of voice
7. Faulty internet. I know this is off topic, but it's DAMN IRRITATING!
8. A blocked ear (do not even ASK)
9. Much sneezing
10. Very cold feet


I'm going to sulk now.

Shabbat Shalom, y'all.

me

These are the days of our lives...

*giggles*

You likee my piccy?


I think that's what MY measurement would be! Practically prefect in every way!

I hope this works and flashes. It is now my rather cynical IM pic. Indeed.


Ok. Father needs the compy. Proper entry later. Enjoy the pics!

Me

One.

Two.

Three.

This is it!

I'm CRACKING UP!




*long, deep sigh*

I hate block lessons. Hate 'em. Passionately. I shall now desperately search for decent fanfiction and pictures of Joey Wheeler.

Good night.

Hey there.

I have block lessons starting on Monday.
I have a literary essay due for Tuesday.
I have a pile of other homework.
I have a poem and a monologue to learn for Drama.

*cries* I have NO LIFE.

That will be all... I'm going to read fanfiction and put off doing all the above until my headache goes away.

Bye.
Me

Just... *drumroll* oficially finished grade 8 French! Squee!

Actually, it's not that impressive when you think that I'm in Grade 10. See, I only STARTED French this year, so I had to catch it all up!

Meh.

So, what to write?

It's my lil' sister's birthday today... She's 9! *sigh* They grow up so fast!

Uhm...

Not much to say, actaully. I'm going to story-hunt, cheerio!